As you may have noticed recently I have added several new ventures in trying new ways to reach others.  I feel so drawn to create, feeling guided to do more, to speak and help others in personal healing and much is growing and changing.  However beautiful and amazing that is, I have been repeatedly reminded (thank you everyone) that I am only human and can only do so much at one time.

While I know this, I still have this piece of myself that feels like its superhuman and can do anything and everything all the time.  Doing all I can to take care of the house, spend time with my kids, doing some self care, quality time with the spouse, nurture my friendships, run a new and growing business while connecting to the hearts and souls of each beautiful person I meet.  

If you are like me or your list runs longer and more expansive than mine, this is for you too.  It is okay that not every part of your life is running efficiently.  It shouldn't when you are spreading yourself so wide.  You will always have only so much energy to give.  The more that is on your plate the thiner you are spreading it out.  You know what happens when things get thiner and spread wider?  They break.  

Sometimes we need to spread ourselves for a short period of time to get through something.  But if you do this often and wonder why you are so exhausted and why you can't give the full energy or heart into something that you once did, it may be time to pull all your energy in, reassess and try something different. Check in with yourself and recognize the cracks before the 'break'.  

I am human too.  This letter is my last task of work for 2023.  I recognize my thinly spread energy and it is time to retreat into my shell or cocoon to recharge.  There is NO shame nor should their be guilt to take your much needed time out to enjoy life and to be and do what brings you JOY.  Don't get too caught up in life that you forget to live.

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